Childhood is so fucked up. I never had any closer friends than the ones I had when I was young, now alone again just you and i. No one understood me. I think it's really time for me to go.
and to mum, you never understand me. You can take away all of my rights to see the day, just compare and compare again, i've always been looked down. there's nothing i can say. there's no point at all, no point wasting my time explaining it.