Wednesday, April 11, 2007
my brain is so messed up now. so many endless thoughts going thru my mind. it's like a drug to me, and i'm slowly trying to quit it.... and i'm feeling so embittered, the pain of giving up my dream, the pain of leaving everything i had ever placed my life beyond.
i feel like crying somehow...
all i wanna do is to spent time alone, free from what's taken away from me everyday. Pain is such an uncomfortable feeling that even a tiny amount of it is enough to ruin every enjoyment
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